"Behind many smiles hide a river of tears! Never be fooled by a smile! Sometimes people who laugh the most in our presence..... Are those who cry the most when they are alone at night."
I have been told more in the past few day than I have in my whole life that I need to stop putting on a front with people. I have been told by several people that it is ok to show my emotions and that its ok. Truth is....I feel like I have to be so strong and act like a cold hearted person and act like nothing is bothering me. I feel like in order to be a good mom that I cant let mason see me cry. And to be honest when I say that I dont care about something I typically dont. That isnt me being bitchy, thats me caring about my problems a little bit more than what color of socks you wear.
I no that holding everything in is not good but truth is that I dont really no who i want to vent to and have an emotional break down because one i start going i no that im not really going to be able to stop until its all out.
So if you want to sit and listen to my problems make sure you have the time to listen :)
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