So I haven't posted in awhile but today is just one of those days. Im confused, upset, happy, excited, mad. I have every emotion that u can possibly image going through me today. I'm excited to see where my life is headed. I'm mad at where it has ended up. I'm happy because I have the most incredible son anyone could ask for. I'm confused why things have happened the way they have. I'm sad for the people who have betrayed my trust for them. I wanted to be some place different at this age. I'm embarrassed to tell people that I am 22 and have been married and divorced. They look at you like you have no respect for the word marriage and that's far from the truth. I wanted that fairytale, but I don't even no if it exists. People say that you have to make your own fairytale, that's what I thought I was doing but instead it turned out to be a bad horror film, with only a few good scenes. I say I want my life back to normal, truth is I have no idea what normal is.
